A Saint Indeed, Part 2
II. Vse for Exhortation.
IF the keeping of the heart be so important a business, if such choice advantages …ccrew to you thereby; if so many dear and precious interests be wrapt up in it, then let me call upon the people of God every where to fall close to this work.
O study your hearts, watch your hearts, keep your hearts: away with fruitless controversies and idle questions, away with empty names and vain shews, away with unprofitable discourse & bold censures of others, turn in upon your selves, get into your closets, and now resolve to dwell there: you have been strangers to this work too long, you have kept others vineyards too long, you have trifled about the borders of religion too long, this world hath deteined you from your great work too long; will you now resolve to look better to your hearts? will you haste and come out of the crowds of business, and clamours of the world? and retire your selves more then you have done? O that this day you would resolve upon it!
Reader, methinks I should prevail with thee; all that I beg for is but this, that thou wouldst step aside a little oftner to talk with God, and thine own heart, that thou wouldst not suffer every trifle to divert thee, that thou wouldest keep a more true and faithful account of thy thoughts and affections: that thou wouldst but seriously demand of thine own heart, at least every evening, O my heart where hast thou been to day? whether hast thou made a rode to day? if all that hath been said by way of induccment be not enough, I have yet more motives to offer you: and the first is this.
1. Motive. The studying, observing, and diligent keeping of your own hearts will marvellously help your understanding in the deep mysteries of Religion.
An honest well experienced heart is a singular help to a weak head, such a heart will serve you in stead of a Commentary upon a great part of the Scriptures: by this means you shall far better understand the things of God than the learned Rabbies and profound Doctors (if graceless and unexperienced) ever did, you shall not only have a more clear, but a more sweet perception and gust of them: a man may discourse orthodoxly and profoundly of the nature and effects of faith, the troubles and comforts of Conscience, the sweetness of Communion with God, that never felt the efficacy and sweet impressions of these things upon his own spirit: but O how dark and dry are these notions, compared with his, upon whose heart they have been acted? when such a man reads Davids Psalms, or Pauls Epistles, there he finds his own objections made and answered: O saith he, these holy men speak my very hear…! their doubts were mine, their troubles mine, and their experiences mine. I remember Chrysostome speaking to his people of Antioch about some choice experiences, useth this expression. Sciunt initiati quid dico: those that are initiated know what I say, experience is the best Schoolmaster. O then! study your hearts, keep your hearts.
2. Mot. The study and observation of your own hearts will antidote you against the dangerous and infecting errours of the times and places you live in.
For what think you is the reason that so many professors in England have departed from the faith, giving heed to …ables: that so many thousands have been led away by the errour of the wicked, that Jesuits and Quakers who have sown corrupt doctrine, have had such plentiful harvests among us, but because they have met with a company of empty notional pro…essors that never knew what belongs to practical godliness, and the study of their own hearts.
If professors did but give diligence to study, search, and watch their own hearts, they would have that foreign that stedfastness of their own that Peter speaks of 2 Pet. 3. 17. and this would ballast and settle them, Heb. 13. 9. Suppose a subtil Papist should talke to such of the dignity, and me…it of good works, could he ever work the perswasion of it into that heart that is conscious to it self of so much darkness, deadness, distraction, and unbelief attending it… best duties? tis a good rule, non est disputandum de gustu: there is no disputing against taste: what a man hath felt and tasted, one cannot beat him off from that by argument.
3. Mot. Your care and diligence in keeping your hearts, will prove one of the best evidences of your sincerity.
I know no external act of religion that differences the sound from the unsound professor: tis wonderful to consider, how far hypocrits go in all external duties, how plausibly they can order the outward man, hiding all their indecencies from the observation of the world.
But then, they take no heed to their hearts, they are not in secret, what they appear to be in publick: and before this tryal no hypocrit can stand; tis confest, they may in a fit, under a pang upon a death-bed, cry out of the wickedness of their hearts; but alas! there is no heed to be taken to these extorted complaints▪ in our law no credit is to be given to the testimony of one upon the rack, because it may be supposed, that the extremity of the torture may make him say any thing to be eased, but if self jealousie, care, and watchfulness be the daily workings and frames of thy heart, it strongly argues the sincerity of it: for what but the sence of a divine eye, what but the real hatred of sin as sin, could put thee upon those secret duties, which lye out of the observation of all creatures.
If then it be a desirable thing in thine eyes to have a fair testimony of thine integ…ity, and to know of a truth that thou …earest God: then study thine heart, watch thy heart, keep thy heart.
4. Mot. How fruitful sweet and comfortable would all Ordinances and Duties be to us if our hearts were better kept?
O what precious communion might you have with God, every time you approach him; if your hearts were but in frame! you might then say with David, Psal. 104. 34. My meditation of him shall be sweet. That which loses all our comforts in ordinances and more secret duties, is the indisposedness of the heart: a Christian whose heart is in a good frame gets the start of all others that come with him in that duty: they are tugging hard to get up their hearts to God, now trying this argument upon them and then that, to quicken and affect them, and sometimes goe away as bad as they came. Sometimes the duty is almost ended before their hearts begin to stirr to feel any warmth, quickning, or power from it: but all this while the prepared heart is at its work; this is he that ordinarily gets the first sight of Christ in a Sermon: the first seal from Christ in a Sacrament: the first kiss from Christ in secret prayer. I tell you, and I tell you but what I have felt, that Prayers and Sermons would appear to you other manner of things then they doe, did you but bring better ordered hearts unto them, you would not goe away dejected and drooping, O this hath been a lost day, a lost duty to me, if you had not lost your hearts it might not be so: if then the comfort of ordinances be sweet, look to your hearts, keep your hearts.
5. Mot. Acquaintance with your own hearts would be a Fountain of matter to you in Prayer.
A man that is diligent in heart work, and knows the state of his own Soul; will have a fountain fulness of matter to supply him richly in all his addresses to God: his tongue shall not faulter, and make pauses for want of matter, Psal. 45. 1. my heart is enditing a good matter: or as Montanus renders the original, my heart is boyling up good matter, like a living spring that is still bubling up fresh water; and then my tongue is as the pen of a ready writer▪ others must pump their memories, rack their inventions, and are often at a loss when they have done all: but if thou have kept and faithfully studied thine own heart, twill be with thee (as Iob speaks in another case) like bottles full of new wine, that want vent, which are ready to burst: as holy matter flows plentifully, so more feelingly and sweetly from such a heart: when a heart experienced Christian is mourning before God over some special heart corruption, wrastling with God for the supply of some special inward want, he speaks not as other men doe, that have learned to pray by rote, their confessions and petitions are squeezed out, his drop freely like pure honey from the combe, tis a happiness then to be with or neer such a Christian. I remember Bernard having given rules to prepare the heart for prayer concludes them thus, Et cum talis fueris memento mei: and (saith he) when thy heart is in this frame then remember me.
6. Mot. By this the decayed power of religion will be recovered again among professors, which is the most desirable sight in this world.
O that I might live to see that day! when professors shall not walk in a vain shew, when they shall please themselves no more with a name to live, being spiritually dead: when they shall be no more (as many of them now are) a company of frothy, vain, and unserious persons, but the majestick beams of holiness shining from their heavenly, and serious conversations shall awe the world, and command reverence from all that are about them: when they shall warm the hearts of those that come nigh them, so that men shall say, God is in these men of a truth.
Well, such a time may again be exspected according to that promise, Isai. 60. 21. The people shall be all righteous But till we fall closer to this great work of keeping our hearts, I am out of hopes to see those blessed daies: I cannot exspect better times, till God give better hearts: doth it not grieve you to see what a scorn religion is made in the world, what objects of contempt and scorn the professors of it are made in the world.
Professors, would you recover your credit? would you again obtain an honourable testimony in the Consciences of your very enemies? then, keep your hearts, watch your hearts: tis the loosness frothiness, and earthliness of your hearts that …ath made your lives so; and this hath brought you under contempt of the world, you first lost your sights of God, and communion with him, then your heavenly and serious deportment among men; and by that, your interest in their Consciences, O then! for the credit of religion, for the honour of your profession, keep your hearts.
7. Mot. By diligence in keeping our hearts, we should prevent, and remove the fatal scandals and stumbling blocks out of the way of the world.
Wo to the world (saith Christ) because of offences, Matth. 18. 7. doth not shame cover your faces? doe not your hearts bleed within you to heare of the scandalous m…scarriages of many loose professors? could you not like Shem and Iaphet goe backward with a garment to cover the shame of many professors? how is that worthy name blasphemed? 2 Iames 7. 2. Sam. 12. 13, 14. the hearts of the righteous sadned, Psal. 25. 3. Ezek. 36. 20. by this the world is fearfully prejudiced against Christ and religion, the bonds of death made fast upon their Souls: those that had a general love and likeing to the ways of God, sta…tled and quite driven back, and thus Soul bloud is shed: wo to the World.
Yea, how are the Consciences of fallen professors plunged and even overwhelmed in the deeps of trouble? God inwardly excommunicating their Souls from all comfortable fellowship with himself, and the joys of his salvation: infinite are the mischiefs that come by the scandalous lives of professors.
And what is the true cause and reason of all this; but the neglecting of their hearts? were our hearts better kept, all this would be prevented: had David kept his heart, he had not broken his bones: a neglected careless heart, must of necessity produce a disorderly scandalous life. I thanke God for the freedome and faithfulness of a reverend brother in shewing professors their manifold miscarriages,Gospel glass. and from my heart doe wish that when their wounds have been throughly searched by that probe, God would be pleased to heal them by this Plaister. O professors! if ever you will keep religion sweet, if ever you hope to recover the credit of it in the world, keep your hearts: either keep your hearts, or lose your credit: keep your hearts or lose your comforts: keep your hearts, least ye shed Soul bloud: what words can express the deep concernments, the wonderful consequences of this work! every thing puts a necessity, a solemnity, a beauty upon it.
8. Mot. An heart well kept will fit you for any condition God casts you into, or any service he hath to use you in.
He that hath learnt how to keep his heart lowly, is fit for prosperity: and he that knows how to use and apply to it Scripture promises, and supports, is fit to pass through any adversity: he that can deny the pride and selfishness of his heart is fit to be imployed in any service for God: such a man was Paul, he did not only spend his time in preaching to others, in keeping others vineyards, but he lookt to himself, kept his own vineyard, 1 Cor. 9. 27. Least when I have preached to others, I my self should be a cast away: and what an eminent instrument was he for God, he could turn his hand to any work, he could dexterously manage both an adverse and prosperous condition: I know how to abound, and how to suffer want; let the people deifie him, it moves him not, unless to indignation: Let them stone him, he can bear it: if a man purge himself from these (saith he 2 Tim. 2. 21.) He shall be a Vessel unto honour, sanctified and meet for the masters use, and prepared unto every good work.
First the heart must be purged; and then tis prepared for any service of God: when the heart of Isaiah was purified, which was the thing signified▪ by the touching of his lips with a coal from the Altar, Isai. 6. 7. then he was fit for Gods work: here am I, send me, v. 8. a man that hath not learned to keep his heart, put him upon any service for God, and if it be attended with honour, it shall swell up and overtop his spirit: if with suffering it will exanimate and sink him.
Jesus Christ had an instrumental fitness for his fathers work above all the servants that ever God imployed, he was zealous in publick work for God, so zealous, that sometimes he forgat to eat bread, yea, that his friends thought he had been besides himself: but yet he so carried on his publick work, as not to forget his own private communion with God; and therefore you read in Matth. 14. 23. that when he had been labouring all day yet after that, he went up to a mountain apart to pray, and was there alone. O let the keepers of the vineyards look to their own vineyard! we shall never be so instrumental to the good of others, as when we are most diligent about our own Souls.
9. Mot. If the people of God would more diligently keep their hearts, how exceedingly would the communion of Saints be thereby sweetned…
How goodly then would be thy tents O Iacob, and thy tabernacles O Israel! then as tis prophesied of the Jews, Zech. 8. 23. Men would say, we will go with you, for we have heard that God is among you. Tis the fellowship your Souls have with the Father and with the Son, that draws out the desires of others after fellowship with you. 1 Ioh. 1. 3. I tell you if Saints would be perswaded to take more pains, and spend more time about their hearts; there would quickly be such a divine lustre upon the face of their coversations that men would account it no small priviledge, to be with or near them.
Tis the pride, passion, and earthliness of our hearts that hath spoiled Christian fellowship: whence is it? that when Christians meet, they are often jarring and contending, but only their unmortified passions: whence are their uncharitable censures of their brethren, but only from self ignorance? why are they so rigid, and unmerciful towards those that are fallen? but because they consider not themselves, as the Apostle speaks Gal. 6. 1. why is their discourse so frothy and unprofitable when they meet? is not this from the earthliness and vanity of their hearts?
My brethren, these be the things that have spoiled Christian fellowship, and made it become a dry and sapless thing; so that many Christians are even weary of it, and are ready to say with the prophet Ier. 9. 2. O that I had a Cottage in the wilderness, &c. That I might leave my people and go from them! and with David Psal. 120. 6. My soul hath long dwel… with them that hate peace: This hath made them long for the grave, that they might goe from them that are not their own people, to them that are their own people, as the original of that text imports, 2 Cor. 5. 8.
But now, if professors would study their own hearts more, watch and keep them better, all this would be prevented; and the beauty and glory of communion again restored: they would divide no more, contend no more, censure rashly no more; when their hearts are in tune their tongues will not jarre, how charitable, pitiful and tender will they be one of another, when every one is daily humbled under the evil of his own heart; Lord hasten those much desired daies, and bless these counsels in order to them.
10. Mot. Lastly, By this the comforts of the Spirit, and precious influences of all Ordinances would be fixed, and much longer preserved in your Souls than now they are.
Ah! what would I give, that my Soul might be preserved in that frame I sometimes find it after an Ordinance! aliquandò intromittis me domine in affectium multum inusuatum introrsus ad nescio quam dulcedinem, &c. Sometimes O Lord, (saith one of the fathers sweetly) thou admittest me into the most inward, unusual and sweet delights, to I know not what sweetness, which were it perfected in me, I know not what it would be; or rather, what it would not be. But alas! the heart grows careless …gain, and quickly returns, like water removed from the fire to its native coldness: could you but keep those things for ever in your hearts, what Christians would you be! what lives would you live! and how is it that these things remain no longer with us? doubtless it is because we suffer our hearts to take cold again: we should be as careful after an ordinance or duty to prevent this, as one that comes out of an hot bath, or great sweat is; of going out into the chill air: we have our hot and cold fits by turns, and what is the reason but our unskilfulness and carelesness in keeping the heart.
Tis a thousand pities, that the ordinances of God, as to their quickning and comforting effects, should be like those humane ordinances the Apostle speaks of, that perish in the using. O then, let me say to you, as Iob. 15. 11. Doe the consolations of God seem small to you? Look over these ten special benefits, weigh them in a just ballance; are they small matters? is it a small matter to have thy weak understanding assisted? thine endangered Soul antidoted, thy sincerity cleered, thy communion with God sweetned, thy sails filled in prayer, is it a small thing to have the decayed power of godliness again recovered, all fatal scandals removed, an instrumental fitness to serve Christ obtained, the Communion of Saints restored to its primitive glory, and the infl…ences of ordinances abiding in the Souls of Saints, if these be no common blessings, no small benefits, then surely tis a great duty to keep the heart with all diligence.